Banyak hal yang terjadi hari ini yang gak bisa aku terima. Tapi aku gak bisa apa-apa. Banyak alasan yang buat kemarahan dan kekecewaan ini terpaksa disembunyikan dari orang sekitar. Jujur nya. Aku pengen cari orang buat pelampiasan semua ini. Aku mau marah. Aku mau berbuat sesuatu yg nunjukin dengan jelas kalau aku gak terima kejadian ini. Kalo aku juga wajar marah dan kecewa jika kejadiannya seperti ini. Aku juga pengen nangis ngeluapin semua nya. Aku normal. Aku manusia. Aku gak mungkin baik selamanya. Gak mungkin terus senyum walaupun dikecewain.
Tapi kenyataan memang gak selalu bisa sama dengan yang diingkan. Kalo semua itu dilakukan, banyak yang tersakiti. Terjadi kerenggangan silaturahmi. Hubungan merusak. Tumbuh rasa gak suka dan benci membenci.
Dan berakhir..... dengan - yah memang hanya bisa senyum aja. "Gapapa" kata termanis yang penuh arti tersembunyi yang terucap.

Lahaulawalakuataillabillahil'alihilazim...innalillahiwainnailaihirojiun....

Read More...

I don't know how and where to start this. Last night, RCTI re-run the twilight saga: eclipse movie. Well, this may so freakin, but yes I'm a twilightsaga mania (formerly). So while re-watch it, I got my favorite part. Actually, I've love this part since a long time, from the first time I watch Eclipse.
That part was Jessica's graduation speech. Here's she said....

"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like, Astronaut, President or in my case, a Princess. When we were ten, they asked again. We answered rock star, cowboy or in my case, a gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they wanted a serious answer. Well, how about this - who the hell knows?  This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, this is the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere. Fall in love - a lot. Major in Philosophy because there is no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind and change it again because nothing's permanent. So, make as many mistakes as you can. That way someday when they asked what we wanna be, we won't have to guess - we'll know."


The italic and bold sentences are the most favorite. I should say it was pretty cool, even when you watch twilight saga in this era, it'll feel like strange, weird, fool or something like that.
This surely inspires and the best part from all the twilightsaga series (for me).

Read More...